This is my first blog ever....It is eight thirty in the morning and I have not had one second of sleep.  I have a lot to write about yet do not know how to get it out yet.  I have so many questions in my head, will anyone read my blog? or it will be like writing to myself? Will anyone respond to my writings? and if any responded, what kind of people are they? Sometime the the net seems to me like a huge sea full of all kinds of beings, you do not who or what you will encounter. What motivates me to write is not even clear to me, it is like an urge I have. Anyway If any one reads my words, I will appreciate letting me know, perhaps this will encourage me to write more.